really.

and i cant feel my own heartbeat anymore
i am really living in this mess
i am breaking down so i can stand up again
numbness ripping through me like a knife
i cant feel, blood dripping
and i cant feel my own heartbeat anymore
looking into the depths of blues
transparent clouds drift by
people walking all around
will anyone notice this smile is fake
such a beautiful taste in my mouth
copper and smell of gasoline
and i cant feel my own heartbeat anymore
im breaking down
so i can stand up again
STAND AGAIN
STAND AGAIN
repeat this cycle repeat this cycle
its no fucking way to live
im standing up again