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Not all days are those pleasant ones, you know, where you just wake up ready to go and securely happy. Just happy.

Some days take time, the thought process. Sometimes it takes standing and saying to yourself, you are worth it; and then furthermore convincing yourself.

1. I have two blessed gifts from Father Surrounding, to care for, to assist in guidance, to love and nurture, to be here for, to love unconditionally, to never let down. (This is the reason I can Never Die. No-one else is good enough to raise my children! ;]] )
2. I am young still...I have a lot to learn, a lot to live (maybe).
3. I still have 5lbs to lose (fat) and 10lbs to gain (muscle). That's worth living for, right? It definitely make me smile in the end? ;)
4. Every obstacle and disappointment, is not something to be let down about, it's rather something to push you harder, a challenge; THAT I WILL CONQUER.
5. Someone has to make breakfast.


So.... Being Positive is the thing to do. Because, If I am not positive for myself, I cannot expect better results.

Then again, If I don't initiate and stick to the change I choose, I am wasting away.

I am tired of living for what is right... I want to live for what is not right for everyone else, even those I love the most, even more than myself.... I want to live for my happiness.

....one day, maybe I will.