12.

the earth is my tonight good morning and morrow
cant wait to grasp the softness of your hand
fingers tracing my side
you are bright like the gleaming headlights coming toward me
pushing forward in this rain
thoughts of you are safe like fireworks
exploding in the sky as men run away
to watch and cheer as families ooo and awee away
clapping hands, i cheer for your everything
cool and dewy damp, fresh like autumn leaves fallen
grass is green and brown, growing from this mud
sand warm as it strains out my hands
warm sun, cool breeze, wind blowing through the trees
dust glistens in the sky, singing sweet dreams into lullabies
you are my tonight, good morning and morrow




to put you into words
to replicate some way i feel
seems absurd
to think what has came has gone
you are always a gentle song
i feel you in every pulse
knowing youre really not around at all


i feel for you.

miss you.

you know who are to make me like this
crazy inside- tight as a fist
Bubbling boiling, excitement to roar
I feel you becoming whom I cant help but adore
Tickling, taunting, tracing my mind
Building foundations of rocks to climb
Jumping and whirling around in my head
You are the thoughts that I have said
Dancing and screaming, twisting about
Music is blaring, There is No doubt
Letters once jumbled are coming undone
places are put, it has begun
I'll hold your hand snugly into my own
Tuck a kiss inside where its light can be shown
You know who you are to make me like this
The only man, of whom I miss.

11. 12.

if i could tuck you in so gently
press my mouth against your face
feel your hair in my fingers
or let your breath begin to trace
all the little moments that are special in my head
i would pray that they would lead me
right back into your bed
i could cuddle near against you
pause to hear your heart beat
the rhythm of blood flowing
is a magical science like a soft rock beat
little bits of butterflies would dance around my head
as they fluttered all throughout me
because i would be laying near you in your bed


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i would take you in a corner
i would put you in your place
i would press my lips against yours
i would caress my hand against your face
i would attempt to whisper closely
i would fail and giggle instead
i would look into your gorgeous eyes
i would see what i can never meet and look away
i would honor and love
I would always and forever stay

but deep down inside of me
you are surrounding my every thought
you overwhelming my ideas and energies
becoming the majority of all i want

that is why im turning, this corner that i must take
that is why i am lonesome
why i must forsake

every little moment, the few as they may be
i feel like i know you
i feel like you know me.

dabbling words going nowhere

i wont drop this conclusion
the way you dropped it on me
i wont move past
this bright heartache
head screaming memories
blasting like jets through my mind
orgasms decline
just stop walking away
every-time you leave
Come back come back home
i cannot start to say the whispers
pulsing through my blood
don't go don't go
this conclusion hides in you
effortless reasons
betraying yourself to let go of me wont make this any better
run run run run
come back come back home
i need you more than ever
come back home
dark dimples shown in the twisted sky
i wont say goodbye i wont say goodnight








i run farther faster harder
see me struggling through every step
tread burning into the ground
tracks that never let me down
here i am
running again for you
come true come true
i am here where are you
where are you
i am here for you
where the hell are you
why cant you just be around
i want to hold you
but when i grasp your smile you slip away
running running running
dirt becomes mud contorting little rocks become large stones
come true come true
i just need you.




where i go i do not ever see you
i am trying hard
to never ever ever let you go
i i i
here i am again
waiting on you
don't you see me, what i do
i am here for you
i am here i am here
i want to kiss your sexy face
hold you tightly
sun goes down earth twisting round and round
baby baby be the tilt to my axle
i wont let you down


bright as light you are my fire
start the engine
burn it up i'll make it brighter
throw the fuel to make it warmer
bodies closer closer closer
i will take you to the outer atmosphere
you are the earth heavens and water




ive got ten thousand smiles for every single 80 miles.
i wont say i love you but i can't say i don't.
in the idea of you i feel home.

.10

brilliant burning brightly
red orange gray
i will be your child
if you will guide my way
rising in the east
i stand to see your call
setting in the west
at this time my head will fall
dancing in the shadows
my mind begins to sleep
for when i rise in the morning
my eyes shall surely weep
dreams are everlasting
against the silver moon
dining in the shadows
sharing the same spoon
sipping from the effervescent light
that seems to glow
i am happiest in the shadows
this is what i know
your brilliance overwhelms me
red running through
burning in my body
building passionately is you
orange skies colliding
into massive waves of gray
i wished upon you to be your child
yet you whispered me away